bye bye MSC, bye bye bravo flt, bye bye 163, bye bye NS.

ytd was the last day for me to be donned in all green. as it always is, time passes by so fast that you dont even realise that you have been through it already. ytd held many significant "last times" for me. though i know before long, i'll be stepping back again into lim chu kang camp 2 for reservice. but till then, i'm very much a civilian. no more of doing ridiculous things at unearthly timing e.g. no-duff activations, playing push up dai dee and watching old mediacorp dramas. aww...

i wonder if it's human nature to always detest being in the process and to so look forward to culmination. then on culmination, you realise things weren't that bad afterall in looking back. in fact, you begin to reminisce about those "awful" times you've spent together and wish you have a chance to replay the entire the process (maybe snipping off those truly nasty times). and then i realise, isn't it so much so for life, in general? hahaa... random musings, while i take a break from work at scape.

anw back to our ord celebration dinner at MSC yesterday. it was real heartwarming to see those the familiar faces once again. some you wished you had took the hpi cranking handle and then wield it towards their head - okay, im kidding. don't really have one i hate to that extent. others you know crap talk follows promptly on meeting. e.g. cpt chua.

and as msn nick speaks - it's an emotional imperative to appreciate and be appreciated. isn't that how life should be and the premise by which, it should operate with? we had good food and sharing during dinner. then shortly after, encik jaswant asked us to share the experiences we had in bravo flt, dispense advices and then comment on the management. i only touched on the first two and none of the last, perhaps i'm resigned to the way things are operated in bravo. talked about "choosing the right partners during guard duty" (- gwee, really want to see your reaction to this, but you were overseas), "being gam with the others in bravo flt" and "treasuring the friendships forged during our short stint"

now that i have ended my NS stint, what holds for me in the near future. the completion of creative home?

end it... not. :(